February 2008

I will be posting again soon, when I have time, but I want those of you who are wondering to know, I am moving to Los Angeles. I will be at the end of March. The one phrase, “Holy Shit!” is going through my head, over and over.

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I wanted change and excitement and to shoot off in all directions myself, like the colored arrows from a Fourth of July rocket.
- Sylvia Plath

Only two months ago, if you asked me, “Alex, what will you be thinking about on February 4th, 2008?” I would not have answered, “We’ll if you want to know, I am trying to decide if I should move away from all I know in Hoboken and New York, and head to Los Angeles.” I jumped on the opportunity to have this option in my life, but now that I have it, I don’t know what to do with it. Actually, if I know anything for certain, it is that I am damn glad I have a lot of music to listen to, and this blog to write in, because I might be up all night with anxiety.

I have spoken with my friends Jayme and Stefan tonight. I also spoke with my father. My mother, well, she is my mother, and she does not want me to go, period. Each one has given me some very good advice on making this major decision in my life. However, I am still far from being able to conclude if I want to do this. How am I going to be able to? For every argument for, I have a counter argument against. I am going to ask for a few more days to make this choice. I need to feel I am doing this for the right reasons.

I have not ate dinner yet, not even hungry. but I know I need to eat. So, I am ordering up some Lamb Vindaloo. Nothing better than some spicy lamb to help one think. The order has been placed, and I’ll be eating late. At least I can make a choice about food with convinzione.

If I can not sleep, I will write again.

Until then,

Alex

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